Thursday, September 25, 2008

Vestis Virim Facet (HOD part 2)

In this next section of reading, there is an interesting contrast between darkness and color, as well as darkness and lightness (big surprise here). When Marlow is in the office of the Belgian firm for the applications, the map of Africa catches Marlow's eye. The interesting part about this map of the dark continent is that it is marked up with colorful thumbtacks (to denote controlled areas). Therefore, it is such that in the darkness of the company treating entire areas of land as though they were nothing but property, they are creating a facade of color and applying a sense of innocence to the entire situation. Furthermore, the office itself was a place of darkness. The clerk that motions for Marlow to come is apparently a sickly older gentleman in whom the light of youth has faded. The decripit state of the knitters as well as the clerk casts a shadow of darkness across the entire situation. On a related note, the concept of physical appearance is applied to the entire light versus dark debate. The European standard of appearance is seen as light, correct, and good. In contrast, however, the native dress of the Africans was seen as in the dark.

Dimmer (HOD part 1)

The first section of "Heart of Darkness" was positively riddlewd with symbloism, pertaining primarily to the comparison between light and dark, as the terms apply to a state of existance as well as a race. Because Marlow was a white, European man during the time in which he lived (as well as today to an extent), there was the tendency to group all peoples not "civilized" into the western (European, and as the term applies today) tradition as savages, and therefore below the rest of the world. Furthermore, his view of the "savages" as being in the darkness (as it relates to being uninformed of civilized practice, as well as the color of their skin, as well as the feeling that the presence of the natives gave him) further supports the metaphor that he was creating.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Dynamic (poetry response)

The dynamic characteristics of one's own personality is epitomized and examined in W.S. Merwin's "To Myself." The entire reflection touches on the ever-changing self-conciousness that one experiences in the ever-changing relationship one has with theirself.

It seems to me that people are constantly searching for who they truly are and who they are meant to be. Some would argue that they never truly find who they are. Furthermore, due to the dynamic tendencies of who someone truly is, one can be constantly searching for something that keeps running away. However, I personally feel that nobody will ever truly understand who they are. They may decide that they are someone specific who's purpose is to perform a certain action, however there is always the chance that the person who is searching never truly acheives their intended actions.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Duty. Honor. South America. (Eveline)

Questions:
1.) Where was Eveline going to move to?
2.) Why didn't Eveline end up going?
3.) When is it important to honor your family's wishes vs. doing something to benefit yourself?

The theme of this story is the importance of getting your priorities in order.

Joyce's "Eveline" is a constant clash between staying true to one's own familial obligations versus doing what in the long run benefits the individual. There is constant internal conflict when eveline must decide if she will stay in Ireland to care for her family and fulfill her promise to her mother that she would in fact do so, versus joining a man who would give her a life and possibly love in a new, better place. The only problem comes when she decides that she has none of the deeper feelings for the man that would ultimately lead to happiness as far as relationships are concerned. I'm left stumped as to whether or not her decision was a good one.

Monday, September 8, 2008

Bizzare (Araby)



Questions:
1.) Why did the narrator in this story want to go to the bazaar so badly?
2.) Why did the narrator see himself as a "creature derided by vanity?"
3.) What are the true value of material objects, and why (however unfortunately) are emotions usually not enough?

The theme of this story is how people should learn to put emotions before possessions.

This story is coming up empty for me.  I'm not sure if the entire story is about the narrator being irked by his father's lateness and the subsequent lateness at the bazaar, or if it is about how attraction in the physical realm is not something to place value upon, or if it is something completely different from these.  As I am so lost at this point, i am at a loss for comments on this writing too.  I'll develop this further at a later time hopefully by which I will have gained insight on this story.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

A Bunch of Misfits (A Good Man is Hard to Find)



Questions:
Level 1: Where was the family ultimately headed on their vacation?
Level 2: Why does the family act so coldly to the grandmother?
Level 3: What is more important, living with ties to the past or being aware of changes in society? 

The general theme of "A Good Man is Hard to Find" is a look at the general corruption of mankind as it has progressed from generation to generation.

-Note- The following commentary may offend some.  You've been warned.

I cannot state my opinion of this story lightly, or without moderate swearing.  This story pisses me off.  From the grandmother's unhindered use of racial slurs to the anticlimactic ending that was fostered by the grandmother's lack of coherent memories and her insistence of bringing her damn cat, this story was a giant middle finger to me as a reader.  Ok, so I guess that really what chaps my ass more than anything else is the grandmother and her inability to put a filter on what she says (ironic that I would put that particular line in this post, i know) and reacts.  The grandmother seems to be the type that does not shut up despite the obvious fact that the family has grown tired of her presence (that they want her to move to FL, not dead).  She also has the old-fashioned tendency to refer to African Americans as "niggers," which in my personal opinion is only half-understandable.  Times change, and people need to keep up with the curve.


Fourteen to One (The Rocking-Horse Winner)



Questions:
Level 1: What was the primary concern of Paul's parents?
Level 2: Why was Paul's mother so cold in respect to love?
Level 3: What does it really mean to be lucky?  Does one really need luck in order to lead a happy life?

The theme of this short story is how one cannot judge one's own life in terms of love lest it become emotionless and empty of all of the redeeming qualities that truly define quality of living.
 
D.H. Lawrence's short story, "The Rocking-Horse Winner" is an interesting view on what it truly means to be "lucky."  It would seem that the characters in this story are possessed with becoming lucky.  The only problem lies in the fact that what the characters define as luck is really an empty existence that would not be called a fulfilling lifestyle by most standards.  The family is accustomed to living in absolute luxury, despite the fact that they simply do not have the financial backing for it.  Because of the constant stress that being in debt incessantly exerts on people, the family looses sight of the true qualities of what the family unit is all about.  The mother obviously has no inner feelings for her children as deep down she does not feel connected to them.  Rather, she merely sees it as her obligation to provide for her children, and therefore puts on a facade that would prevent the outside world from knowing the truth.  Their life was all shine and no substance.  Everything would ultimately fall apart.